Sunday, March 29, 2009

Ya know what, Fuck you I can do it!

I am sick of the bullshit! I work my ass off, pay my bills, love my family. I show up, do my job, come home. I take care of my house, my kids, and make sure everyone has enough. I am fucking superwoman. I always look for the best in people and believe that others are genuinly righteous.

Not anymore! I believe there are some people that are just created evil and heartless. I believe that there are some people that take joy in bringing others down or hoping against hope that they fail.

To all of these people, I have this to say, "FUCK OFF". Seriously. You were the ones who told me that Eric and I would never last. WRONG. As we celebrated 9 years together, we laugh at your predicitons. You were the ones who said I would never graduate from college. Hmm, I guess I forgot to invite you to my party when I got my MASTER'S DEGREE.....

You were the ones who said I would be a lousy mom. Well, I have two of the most wonderful, well adjusted kids on the planet, and guess what. EVERYONE tells me I am a GREAT MOM! You were the ones who told me that I was too lazy to do anything about my weight. F-U I am down 80+Pounds!

Now, you have decided I will be unable to balance my work, home, and school life when I do my clinicals. You have no faith in my technical abilities, my program curriculum, or my balancing skills. Guess what: When I pass everything with flying colors and go on to make a difference in people's lives, it will be you who will miss having me to take care of your shit. You won't be able to hide behind me anymore.

I WILL SUCCEED, this is my destiny. I will do this without your blessing, your faith, or your understanding. I have my husband, my kids, my family, and my friends on my side. I don't need your negativity! You know who you are.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Lady, you can do ANYTHING. I believe in you!

Unknown said...

*crickets*
Sure is lonely around these parts...
*tumbleweed rolls past*